
Dearest reader,
Today is a happy day. One which you wake up smiling, telling the world “I will
enjoy today, no matter what you’re bringing in. I will enjoy!” It’s just a
happy day.
Now, what you will be reading might not sound professional, though I believe in
it, but.. there are millions of professional writers out there; maybe not all of
them get what I believe in. Sometimes, you need to loosen a bit and dig deep
without any restrictions. You can consider me a railbird, who happens to define
things in their “spiritual – supposed to be” origins.
We were not born knowing how to fight; it just happens. Blaming others, for not
being able to stand up is not the flaw; yet, making them believe they can’t, is
obsolete.
Usually, you get to know about a writer from his or her writings. I decided to
break this. Making lots of friends is a must. I believe in the TRUE friend
power, it’s gigantic. And that is why I would care about the thought; but not as
much as the story itself. The story lies in there, in the HUMAN HEART.
Because I am not a typical writer, I think we should get introduced. You
can never get too many friends; I love friends.
Hello friend whoever is reading, I am a 23 year old girl going on 24, who
believes in existence. First of all, if you are a person who gets easily bored;
please bear in mind that this piece of heart might cautiously get you to sleep.
Patience is highly needed. Second of all, If not .. Please carry on.
Before getting into details, there are some important tips & people; you
should be aware of. Well, I am pretty sarcastic –no offense-; she is also
insane but romantic. And you’d probably not like pissing her off; her dark side
ain’t pretty. You seriously do not need to meet her up. Other than that, enjoying
giggles is a must.
Here comes my favorite part..
Due to my emotional context, some people have had & still have their
carvings on my heart.
Starting, all of my new/old friends
or even people I’ve met, you all inspired me; especially that beggar girl
with a pretty smile. You are a carving,
pretty smile. Never forgot that smile of hers.
Going to the guy who broke my
heart, you’ve made it stronger.. way stronger. I don’t know if you’ll be
reading this or not, just hope you do. Here’s a confession, I am sorry for
never getting the chance to thank you. Thank you for breaking my heart. If It
wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be the tougher her I am now. You have turned her into a
woman. Thank you boy. Owing an apology to every single person I’ve lost, stopped
talking to because of him. Please, accept my apologies people.
As for my girlfriends –my girl
power-, not enough pages could list you girls. Thank you, from the
bottom of my heart. Backing me up, was a miraculous heal. Which is why am
topping my favorite 3; of whom 2 went to my university.
“Carrot Head”, you are my buddy. We’ve always been side to side. I just
hope we’d meet more often. And.. yes, “YOU” fish head! I said I hate you;
missing out the part where it’s not real though. You are my “get lost anywhere
buddy”, how can I lose you? now, that wouldn’t be fun. Yea,
yea .. I know I am harsh & you are childish. So, beat it!
Then comes my insane genetic
heritage, Granny. You drive me nuts, I just long for your hug; GOD bless
you.
Reaching to my junior pretty happy
eyes; my sister. Did I ever mention how much I am proud to call you her;
well.. couldn’t find a better timing. I am the luckiest & proudest sister
alive to have you.
Last but not least, Mummy; my mummy. One
of the strongest women I’ve met. We fight, we yell.. I just hope you know that I love you. If it
wasn’t for her, I would have been depressingly married with a kid by now! Thank
you for supporting & sorry for the pain; wish I can wash it all away &
make you proud.
Finally, for life.. you are not
cracking me woman! You are too sadly old to beat my shield.. the smile :)
For my out there new friends, you probably hate me by now. Take a break &
enjoy the coming ride ;) !
Have any of you noticed my 3rd
girlfriend skip? Simply, because she’s not one. She’s my crime buddy, my cake
& tea person & my shopping companion. The lady I enjoy hugging.
“PS: yes, we are straight.”
Before I tell you our story, I have to thank my other mummy for raising her. The
woman I know is capable of turning galaxies with just A LAUGH!
And there we go ..
Toasting this to my heart of gold, to
the support, to the laughters, to the females we are & hidden deep down
males we play.
You can always find a lover, a family I
might say; but friendship.. from the heart friendship. A hug that shivers
your body into bits and pieces; if you own it, you are lucky. And I am the
luckiest. At times, life knocks you down; it’s so hard that you can’t get up,
too deep that you can’t take it. You run away, run .. randomly run, not knowing
where to. It would be dark, slippery dark; snowing your feelings into paved
ice, hard to stand on. Some could envy me & others might think it’s
pathetic. But I think, it’s pure .. magically pure.
She makes things fall into place. They
look, feel & smell much easier when she’s here. No, no.. she is not a girlfriend; she's just family.
Let me take you guys to a small trip. Atrip to that heart of gold. The heart I am glad I bumped into. That golden smile
of hers magically drowning you into a pure ocean of hearts; beware.. that smile
is dangerous, it can make you fall for it easily.
Yes, we match! That was the key to all stories. Getting old was never a
problem for us; we planned nothing & that was the best part, DESTINY. That purified
heart was the reason why I still believe in destiny.
We mostly get along but if we don’t it’s
a long ride laugh ending with an orange juice. Lies never take place, even when
we tremble; things still fall into place. Just, we only missed one lie. It’s
the orange; cold sugar cane drink & candies are what we actually long for. Well..
at least we don’t lie about that either.
One of the reasons why I started blogging is to make mamma & her proud. Because
your existence is what keeps me going, THANK YOU.
Another thing that I might have never told you; my little secret.. I hope my
little pretty smile would be as lucky as I am having a YOU in her life.
And that me friends
is why celebrating her birthday as my kick off, is not even close to what I feel
for her, not even a proper gift.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER. <3
Hey reading friend,
Am sorry if I sounded pathetic. It feels way too right acknowledging people that
have & still inspire you.
PS:
- If you enjoyed this, please don't envy us but ask GOD to keep it safe. Now, it's your turn.. pick up your phone, dialup your buddy’s number, tell
them how much they mean to you. It can change lives.
- If you are expecting a writing timeline date, I can’t promise you this - it’s
spiritual. But .. I promise am definitely passing on another thought.
Salut :)